Archive for February 6th, 2008

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Thunder clapping, bells tolling

February 6, 2008

I can remember the first time the idea of me getting promoted was spoken within my earshot. At the beginning of my junior year, either my platoon or the whole company was standing out in front of Delta’s dorm. Our … not our platoon leader – that would have been a senior and an officer – but the “enlisted” second-in-command of our platoon, a junior … was really ripping into the squad leaders for something. The way we marched, squad duties, the condition of squad members’ rooms … something.

And suddenly he busted out with, “I know a junior who’s doing better than all of you and I can just as easily replace one of you with him!” There was only one person that could be. Not (just) because I was so great, but because I was a new cadet (I’d been gone for two years and was in lower school last time I was on campus so almost nobody even knew my name) I was the only junior who didn’t have a position and my room was spotless, I was born to shine shoes, my grades were always hot, etc.

It was an off-hand comment, more meant as a warning than anything … but it was also a warning to me of things to come.

The more I did well and excelled at the things that mattered: no discipline problems, clean & orderly room, great grades … the more stripes I got. Eventually, for a reason I can’t remember, I turned it in.

The only time I regretted that was at some military summer camp that would have been a lot more fun if I didn’t have to do things like wash dishes and perform other mind-numbing, time-killing tasks because I wasn’t an NCO or officer.

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Unlimited Poweeeeeeeerrrrrrrr!

February 6, 2008

The subject of this post is a quote from Emperor “Darth Sidious” Palpatine in Revenge of the Sith as he’s killing Mace Windu. I chose it because …

My mother said the weirdest thing to me the other day. First, she said she was disappointed when I turned in my rank my junior (sargeant stripes) and senior (lieutenant) year, then – and this is the weird part – she said, “I never understood why you didn’t want the power.”

Why I “didn’t want the power.” I’m still confused by that. Is my mother the type of person who desires and/or respects power? Does/did she think I was that sort of person?

I just can’t wrap my head around it. Who would? Want power, that is. I know there are those people who simply want to “move up the ladder” and are fond of saying things like “I’m the boss” but I’ve never been that guy.

I’d love to be a teacher but the thought of becoming, say, a principal, makes my stomach hurt. If I were a cop, I’d be the guy who would never want a desk job.

To clarify, those guys in the Air Force who said things like “Don’t call me ’sir’ – I work for a living!” were equally weird to me.

My senior year, I got in trouble for various antics like having my platoon march into a snow drift … because, you know, if you told them to – they would. That cracked me up. They’d just keep marching into this snow, piling on top of each other because their platoon leader told them to. I’m sure at the time I thought I was making a point.

They would have demoted me to Master Seargant and then promoted me back in a few weeks but I just asked to be relieved of duty. The Upper School Headmaster, Mr. Piper, was kind enough to represent me at the disciplinary hearing.

Being responsible for two or three dozen kids who couldn’t clean their room, march, etc. was just more of a burden than I wanted at age 17. In my mind, being promoted was the punishment you were given for doing well.

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What God Sees When He Looks Down and Smiles

February 6, 2008

Jean Miller just sent me an aeriel photo. Very cool view. I’ve seen aeriel shots of the campus before, but I like this one the best. Shows the trees and fields nicely. The white overlay is to differentiate between the campus and surrounding area.

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Sadly, my two favorite places – the dining hall and St. James – are all but obscured by the trees.